It's Been a Long, Long Time Coming....

Haven't wrote in a while. I have been working on something academic but I keep putting it off it's like 99% done eventually I'll get around to finishing it.

About a week ago I went to Target to get some new headphones and I stopped and looked at Cd's for a minute. The Knux's Remind Me in Three Days... caught my eye.

This guys defiantly don't look like the average hip hop artists, so with a little curiosity and impulse buying I bought the CD. It's great.

The Knux have a very unique sound. Their production and hooks seem to be motivated by an interesting combination of soul, classic rock and techno. This unique sound can make some great music.

My two favorite tracks would probably be:
Shine Down and
Bang Bang

Anyways shouts to The Knux and Poe Picasso Exhibit B coming soon.


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Concerned American

Alright, reading more about Americans recent lack of motivation to study and excel academically, I have begun to study sociology, practice my grammar and writing skills with English 3200, and practice my math skills using a math textbook. There is certainly a lot of room for improvement and I figure I might as well attempt to perfect myself though such a concept is obviously impossible if you shoot for perfection you maybe be surprised with your results as my basketball coach used to say. Either way, working hard at work is good for me but I should always exercise my mind frequently. So, I will be soon writing pieces on topics of interest and so on and so forth. I also will of course countiune to holler at Charles Hamilton and point out good music. Well, a little mission statement I guess. Alright. That's about it. I got a Sociology textbook with my name on so I have to go study.


Last but not least SHOUTS TO CHARLES HAMILTON. READ MY BLOG! I'ma holler at him like her hollers at Rhianna. lol.

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Crazy Good Songs

Holy shit, has anyone ever heard Uncommon Valor by Jedi Mind Tricks? That song is so crazy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r0KpWMNxnM

That's so crazy. I understand they didn't truly fight but the second verse is based of the dad's story, true shit. Either way its a great song. Either way not much more to say, but this song is ridiculous.


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Random Verse

Some days I feel like TI vs. TIP
I cant even look into the mirror
without be begging to see clearer
into my own eyes
I simply cant understand whats inside
thats why somedays I just ride
with the music on thinking deep
I really want to leap from this world
i feel like I walk around asleep in a daze
Like my mind simply wont awake
I want to know how to act
but its hard when you see though everyone's crap
People acting fake are easy to hate
but I twist myself around in a cape
to escape from the outside world
and convince myself that my heart isn't bleeding
metaphors are for the weak
who can't see themselves how they really are
like a man's first car
but my eyes seek far into other's lies
somedays i want to sit back and cry
but fuck that i'm not gonna lie
I haven't let my self cry since i was like five
my pride swells sinking my mind further into hell
making me go crazy and just yell
as if i sold my soul
and everything inside just went cold
Maybe I'll understand when I become old
or maybe i'll just throw in my cards and fold
start rocking gold
and drink until i throw up
wish I would just grow up



Well, I'm honestly not that impressed, but I really did feel like I needed a release honestly. W/E. Shouts at Charles again maybe he'll start reaind my blog if i just keep sicing him hahhaha.


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Check Up

Thank God, Charles is alright. I honestly thought he was dead for sure. Shit's been up hill man. Charles doing better. I stopped thinking about shit, bought a car. It's going real well. I'm about to drop a fire ass verse for ya'll today or tomarrow. Lol I crack myself up saying ya'll when I know no one gives a damn or reads this. I am about to holler at Charles Hamilton. If he reads it, then its straight. That's the only person I'd give a fuck about reading it anyways. Either way.


After reading "Are We Rome?" by Cullen Murphy, I have decided I need to become more educated and begin to work harder in life. I do not want to be a part of the generation who causes are country to collapse. On another note, I understand that books are supposed to be underlined but I could not find the underline thing, so I put it in quotes. According to this novel, in 1956 450 of the 750 graduating class of Harvard went on to military service. In 2000, only 8 of 1,000 graduating class went into the military. I honestly believe our country is in a much dire situation then we truly acknowledge. So, I am going to be preparing myself to be very successful after high school and possibly join the military.

In closing, shouts to Charles Hamilton. Get well bro. And start reading my BLOG! hahaha.


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Music on the Rise

Well, another day without a hearing anything from Charles Hamilton. Has forced me to look out for more good rappers talking about more then getting their dicks sucked and money. And there is soooo many good rappers and more importantly rappers with real messages. For example, Poe Picasso, M-Dot, D'Mite, and ShowTuFli. Like the shit's just ridiculous. Shouts to all the real rappers in the world. NOt just rapping about bullshit.

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Grown Ass Man

I just discovered D'Mite and I'm so siced about it. This man's a fucking boss. And of course straight out of my area, DMV. Shit's so tight. It's a positive vibe which is unfourtently unpopular. It's real music. Not everyone is a drug dealer and a gangster. Shit, not many people are. I love seeing someone expressing themselves and not being influnced by other's shit.

"READ A BOOK, READ A BOOK, READ A BOOK!"
"Ya'll just let boys, I'm on my grown man shit"

"RAISE YO KIDS, RAISE YO KIDS, RAISE YO GOD DAMN KIDS!"


Hahaha, mans awesome.


To close:

"BUY SOME LAND, BUY SOME LAND, WHAT? FUCK SPINNING RIMS"

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When You Just Don't Know

Well, this is just some shit I'm thinking of....What do you do when someone needs your help desperately and asks you for advice and you know what's right, but what's right isn't whats right to do to your friend. Your friend whose been there forever for you. You'd be basically betraying him and literally wrecking his life, but your ending another in the process. This doesn't really make sense to anyone, but it makes sense to me. I don't know why this suddenly hit me but I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I acted like I had no problem with what I was funding, but I knew all along I did, but I wanted what was best for them, but now I don't know I don't know what's right. I really don't. I feel like they'll be happier doing what they plan to do, but its not just there lives at stake. Jesus, I already made my decision though, its not too late to turn around, but it'd be wrong. I'd betray one of the only true friends I have. It's crazy. A week ago who would I thought this would be the situation. It's not the end of the world, but who knows, who knows what this life could bring to the world. What if I had been that life. Jesus, I just don't fucking know I really don't. I wish I didn't make such quick decisions I wish I thought out things more. I wish I could take my decision back, take my money back and wash my hands entirely clean of the entire situation. I like to think I can make my own decisions, whenever I make a decision it's always stupid and brash. I am reckless and its stupid. I guess standing by you decision is part of being a man, maybe I'm just a baby this isn't even really my issue I'm just loaning money I'm not truly taking part in anything. I'm just overthinking, I let stupid shit get in the way all the time. Why don't I look at this positively. Thank God, I wasn't one of those kids who never made it. Who were cut down before they ever left their mother's womb. No, that makes it even worse. Jesus, oh well. It's too late. My decision has been made. A man just learns to stand by them. I'll have to do the same. Nothing else to it.



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Wednesday Morning

Not quite Tuesday morning, but I am about to write honest shit:


I was watching the most ridiculous movie a few days ago, or I guess it's a documentary, w/e. It's called The Pharmacratic Inquisition.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=825942553983229569&ei=RztCSqqSKYjrlAfezdCyBw&hl=en

It talks about how Christianity is just an adoption of a religion worshiping the skies, zodiacs and psychedelic mushrooms. It's crazy to think about. Like, the video was pretty well researched and convincing, but I'm not sure if I truly believe what it is saying, but regardless what if that is true? What if Judaism and later Christianity were truly adoptions of previous religions just with new deities to make them acceptable to the modern masses. Would that leave Islam as the true religion of God? Or is Islam also a part of this modern adoption? It's interesting because Islam adopts the teachings of Judaism and Christianity (apart from Jesus, being the Son of God) as the basis of their own religion and that Muhammad is just the last prophet God has sent to the world bringing new holy laws and practice.

So, if all three of these religions, in theory are truly illegitimate, then people have killed each other over false and untrue religions for thousands of years. Actually, though religion does create hope for many persons in poverty and facing other adversity, I believe violent would greatly be reduced. To break it down with a few examples from history.

The Crusades, naturally would never have occurred. The Crusades resulted in the deaths of millions of persons soldiers and civilians. There are countless accounts of massacres of civilians performed by both sides of the wars. It is rather sickening to me that the same religion that I follow, Catholicism has created so much pain and death, even though we teach that is a sin to kill and our prophet taught us, "there is no stronger weapon then to turn a foe to a friend." The Crusaders also slaughtered countless citizens of Constantinople and then sacked the city. All because our beliefs differ from the Orthodox Christians. In conclusion, the Papal Authority is too blame for the Crusades since they were declared and ordered by a pope.

The Inquisition, not the inquisition that many are familiar with in the Americas, because I believe the Spanish and Portuguese would have been just as brutal if there was no religion, because they were greedy their aspirations did not truly have much to do with God or conversation though they used that as a cover. No, I am speaking of the Inquisition began by Pope Innocent the Third. Using the army of the Crusades the Pope ordered the slaughter of countless Christian Bible believers in France. Entire cities were completely destroyed and no one was left alive. This is more because of a quest for power than religious reasoning. As the Bible became more openly aviable to all citizens many Catholics relized some of the Church;s teachings did not follow the teachings of the Bible. They began to speard this message and built entire societies based around the Bible's teachings, rather then the Church's. The Pope was outraged and in an attempt to secure power over the newfound believers he slaughtered and toture as many as 50 million persons. The Inquistion lasted for 605 years and was countiuned by Pope after Pope. 75 popes after Innocent the Third endorsed the horrible methods used to supress the truth of the Bible to force people to submit to "Mother Church." The Inquistion speard entirely thoughout Europe and discovered one could skin another down to the waist beacuse they would die. This is the same church who champions themselves modern day civil and human rights leaders. The Papal Authority is again to blame for this atrocities.

The Holocaust is very debatable. It could easily be agrued that Hitler's haterd would have resulted in the Slaughter of some ethnic group if there were no Jews, but it should be noted that Vactican City allied themselves with Mussolini as well as Hitler even though they knew what was going on. Again, the Catholic Church recieves at least some blame.

There are more so I'll write a little more tomarrow.

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Not really a focus

...but I just threw together this lyrics and i kind of like them so....

I'm seventeen but when I look around
I'm disgusted at what I see
Grown men acting like little boys
Showing off their new rides
Flaunting guns like they toys
Fighting at the drop of a hat
Unfortunately, this is rap
These dudes break free of their slums
Walking around rich neighborhoods strapping guns
Twisting they fingers as if they were deaf and dumb
Talking about all the bodies they've seen slump
Laughing because they're always drunk
and this is who teaches fatherless sons?
Even the puns in their music
Would turn nuns bright red
Instead of leading
Kids to get an education
They encourage them to leave their enemies dead
Spreading suffering in the same hood
They rep for their "lil cuz"


Not sure where I'm going from there. Whatever.

Like it, hate it, just don't steal it.

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Misson Statement

Alright, so I realized the reason I don't really enjoy blogging and don't really give a shit about it is because I never really write about anything I just ramble which is okay, but I'm trying to express something. That was the whole point of this blog, to express my thoughts on everything....not just make some gay ass online journal. So I'm gonna start writing about something. I'll still ramble but there is gonna be a main part that has a opinion or reason or like message or at least a fucking topic. Alright, bet when I think of my first topic I'll write it.

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Early What a Concept

Boy, I got up at 9:30 this morning. It's crazy. I've gotten so much done and it's only 12:25. I'd normally be just getting up right now. Got work 2 to 10. Nothing mcuh to say, just wanted to prove that I actually am up.

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Hoepfully, Money is Power

Well, another long day at work 3 to 11. Nothing bad about it. Making plenty of money, so like my title says hopefully money is power, or at least important.

Was listening to Reminder by Charles Hamilton and that song is nice as shit. It's good many stressed out just listening to that shit.

Eithier way I'm just sitting here drinking milk, I'm only awake for like half my days, I've literally been sleeping 12 hours every night. It's crazy. I might have to set my alarm. I feel so lazy getting up as late as I do. Gotta run and shit.

Uh, don't really have much to say. Got a text message earlier saying Obama was going to consider legalizing marijuana or something but I doubt it. Either way I wrote today so give me a little credit. Alright, out.

Another Day, Another Dollar

Just got home from work. Long day, whatever can't complain a grocery store isn't exactly hard labor, but customers can get pretty damn annoying. I mean people really look down on others at shit like this. People are so stuck on the like customer is always right bullshit that 90% of the time they just look like assholes. Like I mean, I want them to get the right price to, but we're both grown men there's no need for the dick wad to start yelling. I pretty much hate my bosses and all that shit but whatever at every job bosses suck.

"If my manager insults me again, I will be assaulting him, after I fuck the manager up then I'm gonna shorten the register up."
-Kanye West, Spaceship

I love listening to that song after work just to scream along. My job's not really that bad but some days it really gets old.


Still waiting on Charles to return from hiding. If he doesn't he's probably dead in an alley. I'm 99% sure he's gonna kill himself or OD once he becomes famous. But, in the mean time his music is killer. And fuck all the haters out there saying Charles sucks. Charles is the first real rapper in a while. Rapping about he's legit life how he sees shit. I'm tired of every mother fucker being so confident in himself. You really think every rapper thinks he's the shit? I mean come on. Clearly, most of them are self-conscious as fuck. If they weren't do you really think they'd drive around in big cars and wear the fliest clothes? Always just trying to impress somebody.

That's why we need real rappers like Kid Cudi, Charles, and Asher to keep us thinking like human beings. Realizing we all fuck up at one point or another. Jay-z did it too talking about real shit same with Em. But, too many name-brand rappers creating all the same shit.

W/e I spend way too much time thinking about rap. Shit I spend way too much time thinking about everything. I don't know how many other people do, but I think about everything for fucking ever. My mind is always running. It gets confusing. Real confusing. Alright, seriously, I'm done with this shit for tonight I might write tomarrow I might not. Eithier way, this is my blog. Out.


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Been Awhile

Well, after my first day, I figured this was retarded and I stopped writing. But, I'm pissed off today! Charles fucking Hamilton, WHERE ARE YOU AT?!?! You've been saying for a while on your blog that "This Perfect Life" is dropping today. So, what the fuck Charles. It's been five days without a blog entry from you and no CD. Matter of fact, your not even on Interscope's website.

http://www.interscope.com/artists/default.aspx

Fucking Movie Soundtracks are on there but there is no Charles Hamilton.

Let down like shit. Summer just started. I'm finding myself with lots of free time and not shit to do. I'm trying to fill my days so I don't end up crazy as fuck. Working about 35 to 40 hours a week 6 days a week, but I still feel like I have more time then God. Who apparently created time.

Speaking of which, if you invent time travel could you travel back before God created time? or is there an end? Or could you fuck up and go to far back and just die in space because Earth wasn't even there?

Something stupid to think about. I'm reading this short history of Afghanistan. Who knew so much shit happened there. Seems to me that Russia has been in cold wars for a while. In cold wars with Britain long before the United States ever came along. So fuck Russia and their brutal imperialist ways.

On another topic, I've been writing a few rap songs just for the hell of it. Shit's mad fun not to mention pretty damn easy. I don't understand how shitting lyricists get mad famous when so damn easy to come up with crucial lines.

For example, I freestyled my friend and came up with this:

I just can't stop getting high
puffing lie until I die
but I know I'll always survive
ima live forever
never will I fall six feet deep
nah I could even fall face down in a creek
get it?
I'm immortal
searching for the portal to send me back to heaven
yeah I've been around eleven thousand years
but me and benjamin button ain't shedding a tear
i need to always see clear
because i can't escape my fear
that everyone I hold dear
can't be trusted
yeah if this was cops I bet they'd get me busted
i'll use any drugs to get me dusted
to leave this crazy world
any plurals to express how i feel


I mean its not that hot by any means but it was off the top and i was smacked. So, fuck all this rappers who can't put rhymes together and have to pronounce words all weird to make them work.

Shit, I hope kids growing up now start listening to real rappers not fucking Lil Wayne, poisoning their minds and shit. Fuck man, think about the kids without male role models finding themselves looking up to Lil Wayne saying fuck a bitch sell drugs kill a nigga. It's fucking depressing. The people who get out of the slum hold the next generation down so they stay in the slums, or worse, dead.

That's just what's on my mind, man. I'll try and right more often I diffently need tor un tomarrow. If anyone actually starts reading this shit I feel bad for them but w/e. It'd be kind of cool to have people start reading but I wouldn't if I wasn't me. W/e.

We Don't Care

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
[Kanye West:]
And all my people thats drug dealin jus to get by stack ya money till it gets sky high
We wasnt supposed to make it past 25 but the jokes on you we still alive
Throw your hands up in the sky and say we don't care what people say

[Verse One:]
If this is your first time hearing this
You are about to experience something cold man
We never had nothing handed took nothing for granted
Took nothing from no man, man i'm my own man
But as a shorty i looked up to the dopeman
Only adult man i knew that wasnt a broke man
Flickin starter coats man, Man you ount no man
We don't care what people say
This is for my niggas outside all winter
Cuz this summer they aint finna to say next summer im finna
Sittin in the hood like community colleges
This dope money here is Lil Treys scholarship
Cause aint no to tuition for havin no ambition
And aint no loans for sittin your ass at home
So we forced to sell crack rap and get a job
You gotta do something man your ass is grown

[Chorus]
[Kanye West:]
Drug dealin jus to get by stack ya money till it gets sky high

Kids Sing Kids Sing

[Kanye and Kids:]
We wasnt supposed to make it past 25 but the jokes on you we still alive
Throw your hands up in the sky and say we don't care what people say

[Verse Two:]
The second verse is for my dogs working 9 to 5
That still hustle cause a nigga can't shine off $6.55
And everybody selling make-up, Jacobs
And bootleg tapes just to get they cake up
We put shit on layaway then come back
We claim other people kids on our income tax
We take that money cop work than push packs to get paid
And we don't care what people say
Momma say she wanna move south
Scratchin lottery tickets Eyes on a new house
Around the same time Doe ran up in dudes house
Couldnt get a job
So since he couldnt get work he figured hed take work
The drug game bolemic its hard to get weight
So niggas money is homo its hard to get straight
So we gon keep baking to the day we get cake.
And we dont care what people say
My Niggas

[Chorus]
[Kanye West and Kids:]
Drug dealin jus to get by stack ya money till it gets sky high

Kids Sing Kids Sing

We wasnt supposed to make it past 25 but the jokes on you we still alive
Throw your hands up in the sky and say we don't care what people say

[Verse Three:]
You know the kids gonna act a fool
When you stop the programs for after school
And they DCFS them some of them dislecsic
They favorite 50 Cent song's 12 Questions
We scream, rock, blows, weed park
so now we smart
We aint retards the way teachers thought
Hold up hold fast we make mo'cash
Now tell my momma i belong in the slow class
It's bad enough we on welfare
You trying to put me on the school bus with the space for the wheel chair
Im trying to get the car with the chromy wheels here
You tryin to cut our lights like we dont live here
Look at whats handed us our fatheres abandoned us
When we get the hammers gone and call the ambulance
Sometimes i feel no one in this world understands us
But we dont care what people say
My Niggas

[Chorus]
[Kanye West and Kids:]
drug dealin jus to get by stack ya money till it gets sky high

Kids Sing Kids Sing

We wasnt supposed to make it past 25 but the jokes on you we still alive
Throw your hands up in the sky and say we don't care what people say

Kanye is one of my favorite rappers ever and this song is awesome, but just for a second lets acknowledge that he grew up conformably middle class. I dont think he truly knows that much about drug dealin' just to get by. Not that I do.

Fuck that part. This song is super nice. Lyrics are killer.

"as a shorty i looked up to the dope man only adult man i knew who wasnt broke, man"

that line proves so much about how environments get stuck with crime problems.

When you grow up and you see the only mother fuckers who drive around in cars are the ones selling drugs.

You grow up wanting to be that person.

I dont feel like talking anymore right now about this so first song anyaliss epic fail maybe there will be a second maybe not.

BUt I will close saying that Roc-a-fella and INterscope Records are fire.

Intro to song anaylis

So, since I couldn't decide what to my blog about I'm gonna pick a song a day or so and write shit about it. Just put my ipod on shuffle she what comes out of it. Starting in a second with

We Don't Care
Kanye West
The College Dropout

First Entry

Well....I'm not really sure what to write...or even why I would.

I honestly doubt anyone will ever read this blog and good I hope they don't.

This blog has been created for me to rant and not have to worry about if my audience gets bored.

Most importantly, my man Charles Hamilton got stuck by his girl after frying her in a rap battle:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmmAzVAaKPY

I mean you got to give both of them credit...

Charles for fucking speaking with his balls hanging mad low... i mean shit, "okay call me irresponsible and immature, but your beautiful what else would I hit it for?"

and Briana for trusting Charles not to leave the her knocked out cold on the street.

I mean shit I think Charles is great, but ain't no way I'm trusting that mother fucker to stick to his morals I don't even think he has any. (unapologetic, "fuck your morality")

its fucking crazy

but under a month and Charles Hamilton's album drops.

"THIS PERFECT LIFE" damn I'm so ready for that.

Lupe and Kanye got albums coming out in June as well (apparently)

So June should be a good month for hip hop I guess.

More importantly June is a month of getting the fuck out of high school.

I'm so tired of bullshit at Rockville High School.


so my man's said The Black Album was all a freestyle, now i dont believe that at all, but anyone know about that?

word out